Only Yesterday...

Black Knights @ National Day Parade 2008

It only seemed yesterday that I was getting all so excited about preparing my gear to head off to STAe to shoot the painting process of the Black Knights aircraft. Seeing it being tolled in as a gray aircraft and slowly being transformed day by day to white... red and lastly black was really an eye-opener.

Not long after that, the first two aircraft were finally rolled up and shown to the media. The first two Black Knights F-16C Fighting Falcons donning the national colours. And off they flew back to Tengah and so did I, just to shoot the Black Knights in action. Not really their aerial display, but rather their flight line activities. Those really early mornings to catch their first wave just to go all the way and realised they can't launch due to weather.

Then it proceeded on to shooting their actual aerial display during their trainings. Spending hours just to capture that 18mins show, but it was well worth the time and effort. For some funny reason, the best shot I have of them actually came from the very first time I went to shoot their aerial display. Not knowing when and what formation they are flying. It was awesome.

Next it finally came to the Singapore Airshow 2008. Seeing how well they were flying and the thousands of local and foreign visitors truly enjoying their aerial display was amazing. Deep down I felt proud to know that I have played a part in this phenomenal team. The best was when I heard that some guy actually proposed to his better half after the Black Knights flew the Flaming Heart. I was actually wondering what happened if they flew a low show. Haha.

What followed was a unprecedented invitation to fly in Bangkok. And without fail, I was roped in to be there as well to capture their always stunning performance. What really was the highlight for me was that the Thais expected about 3-4,000 people to come. Guess what. An overwhelming crowd of an estimated 10,000 turned up in a 40 Degree Celsius blazing hot afternoon to catch them in action.

A few good months past after that. It wasn't until July that i get to see them in action once again at Marina Bay. It was really a different experience to see them zooming round the heart of the city, to celebrate the Nation's 43rd Birthday. This time, the crowd was even more spectacular. Thousands after thousands would see them each week.

Finally it came 9 August 2008, National Day. A light shower started to descend on everyone at Marina Bay. It really wasn't a good time to have the Black Knights display. It seemed like a low show after all. But every cloud has a silver lining after all. Just less than 10mins prior to the display, off went the rain and the clear sky could be seen directly above the show center. It was a miracle! A 8mins full display followed and as they finished off with the Curtains and seeing them flying off far far into the sunset, the stadium roared. I had a part to play in that too. It significantly concluded a year's journey as Singapore's Only Aerobatics team.

To the RSAF Black Knights, it truly has been an honour to shoot for you guys and be a small part of all of you. You have made the RSAF and Singapore proud!

Road Trip

Yong Ping, 26 July 2008

Saturday was an eventful day. For the first time in the last couple of years that I actually head over to Malaysia! Well, it wasn't much, just a one day bus tour to JB and back. Didn't even know that we didn't need to fill in the immigration cards to malaysia now. That's how long I haven't been there.

It was a one day trip organised by my church actually. It was more of a fruit-ful tour, literally. First we headed to some organic farm that grows vegetables and tons of dragon fruits. So that's the first fruit. Next, the highlight of the day was the durain plantation. And that was lunch. A free flow, unlimited and continuous servings of the king of all fruits as our lunch. Rambutans and mangosteens could be spotted as well. So that's the remaining fruits.

It was kind of interesting to see a big group of people tracking through the plantation to finally head off to some make shift area under a tree and canvas sheets to stand around and eat durain. I guess that made it all the more delicious.

After that was more or less shopping. Was quite disappointed with the shopping arrangements. We went to this humongous shopping mall, but was given a short 75mins -.- By the time we just barely explored the place, it was time to leave. So I ended up not buying anything when the sales was everywhere! How pissed I was. RAHHHH...

Then later we ended up some seaside kampung area to have a seafood dinner. It was filled with tour groups from Singapore and the food really wasn't that fantastic. I would rather have forgone it and just get those all so cheap and delicious sushi from Jusco and shop for another 2 hours at the shopping mall! Wells, the only perk was that I actually saw the Black Knights draw the heart in the sky all the way from JB. So going to tell them about it on Monday (",)

Oh did I mention it was perhaps the first time the Silly-Billys went on a trip together. It was really fun having them around and just spending the day together. It certainly made the trip all the more interesting and fun! Can't wait for the next time we could organise one big group to somewhere further! And oh! Ka* just got back together! Really looking forward to a trip with everybody sometime soon!

Live It, Love It, Hong Kong...

I know it has certainly been a very long break since I last blogged more than 2 months ago. I can say that many things have happened over the last few months, but I've just been yes yes... It'll go away... But maybe coz I've been quite tired and worn out so I get emo easily.

Well first things first. Office stuff. As some might have known I got the award. But somehow I don't feel it. No doubt it is a fantastic recognition, but I really ask myself recently if I deserve it. I still find so many things with me that I just think needs improvements. I feel at times I'm too individualistic. It just seems to me that I lack the team work. Let alone team excellence.

I don't know I should call it trust or I should just call it assume or just simply lazy on my part. Am I that lousy or ineffective leading a team? Was it me that set the standards too high? Or do I expect the same level of commitment I give from them? It simply does not make me feel good or reflect well on us when I here this and that. And at times I just keep quiet, not because I can't be bothered but just didn't want to add on to already what has been said.

Am I protecting them too much? Or did I simply didn't teach them enough? I may smile and laugh and yes admit it was me.. My mistake.. But how long can I do it for? Okie this is my point of view, not necessarily yours. Somehow, all these things make me feel undeserving of the award. What good is me looking good on the exterior but actually inferior in the interior.

I know you might say I'm speaking in circles. But there are just simply too much things going inside me. Replacement is never an option. It's not that work doesn't get done. But somehow the attitude and commitment is just wrong wrong wrong... Oh wells am I really helping them?

just some random photo i captured at katherine gorge, northern territory just last month...

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